Course Reflection

I feel I did a lot during this year which made me improved a lot. I read books and start to be interesting in art specially the drama. I watched two drama this year and was the crew number of the third. I thought that will be boring at first but I did change my mind after the first one. I only wish I should start to learned the light control science last year and I was happy to be a part of the great show. We read many books in the class and most of them was good stories expect the frozen in time, I did not understand that very well. I was glade to getting interesting in the drama but same time I think I did improve a lot in my reading skill specially the poems, and I did translated many poems in my writing class. I am a better receiver of poem then before, when i was 15 I first read about poems i feel they were just putting words together and try to let those words has Significance. Those were just the basic language use which is totally meaningless.  But that was wrong. Poem should be a story, the story that used less words but more touchable. I am getting more and more interesting in art. I think I will do the drama as my spring sport in next year and working hard to be a life long honored member in CA drama department.

I also learned that I still have a long way to go in the English learning which like I was still making the grammar mistake and I still need to improve about my language use. Those things I may worked during summer but I also need more time to do the English reading and writing. I will read books which I like to read or plan to read for a long time like the Dan Brow’s infernal, < I am not Scared> and I will looking for something other then I have to read but I like to read for example the news paper.  

My favorite book in this year was <pobby and Dingan> I though this was a book for kids and it is. But I can feel that lonely that come form a little girl which let her make two Imagination friends. I was once a child only play by myself, and I did imagination a lot of people that who did not live in the real world. And I respect that two imagination friends that her made and I understand the lonely.

I did changed a lot in this year, and those changes let me rethink who I am and what should I do. I was told that this year was a important year and I did in the bad motion which let me made many bad decadents, and those bad decadents let me learn what should I do in next year and remind what did I do in this year which I assume was the worst year in my entire life. I hope I can do much better in next year.

As a Crew member in the Great Show"The Bone Chiller"

In this Bone Chillers show

Bone chiller is a story about a murder mystery which about the murder of a rich man. lucky I become a crew member in the spring season. As a Crew member and who was the hand with the digger I feel this is a great show. I saw something that only been showed to those people who was a part of the show. I did not really watch the show as a audience. I think I feel more than a audience can feel.

The show is about a rich guy’s last will. Who is really good at rebuses and riddles. And he draw his last will and hung that on the wall. After those people came I know no one was really care about that rich Mr. Travelers but those money he left. When I watch a murder mystery I always want to guess who is the killer. But as a member of the whole play I already Know who the killer is. — the police officer and the lawyer. Those two people should be the last people we should suspect with. But is also too obvious as the butler, they are always trying to leading people into a wrong way. Lucky jerry is smarter than they are and Buzzy was not as stupid as he looked when they found Lun was hang on the door they are the only two people who touched the body, they hide the fact that Lun are still alive and which made they survived at last.

Teo is not a very important character in the whole play, she did miss a big part of the show but as an actor she did save the day many times. As an actor when you did something wrong which like you skip a line or you forget you should always act as usual and keep going, the important part of a show is not made everything perfect because that is not possible. The actor should not let the audience saw a mass and made up some line and carry on. That is really hard as an actor in the play when they did something wrong they getting flurried. Teo did a good job when others made the mistake.

the last thing I want to say about this play was something that the audience can not see. I saw tears and sweat in the back stage. People did a lot and they cry when they thought they made mistake. Those emotion as a person, not a actor touch me a lot. They work very hard, the crew member fixing stuff, hang up the light and Lun. They work behind the stage and makes the show start in the right. Those actors work hard every day,  traing and remember the line. For many of them this is their last show in CA and they did all they can to make sure they do not made any mistakes. They earn the glory they deserve. I am honor to stand with them

The Psychological illness of Cadence

I think that those three liars are only survive in cadence mind, and they exit until cadence find out that they were died. Cadence took drugs and she got a heavy brain damage. And all those makes her thought about that those 3 liars are still alive. So she believe that they are alive and live in the island.

because that the emotion of cadence is so strong that makes her though she saw those tree liars. But those liars did not aged. “they look the same” Sides during summer 17 when cadence came back to the island. They look the same because Cadence can not imagine that what happened in those years. The drugs and the brain damage makes her though that they are alive, but as the other part of her brain they told she something that was happened. Like the fire and the dangerous motto, it was not that dangerous at summer 15. There is no ghost in this world, one that people died, they will leave forever, and only the people remember will though in their way which like “what will he do if he still alive”.

Those tree liars, who was once saw by cadence in summer 17 is only made up by cadence, and what they did is only cadence’s imagination

Reaction to the ending of the novel

After this novel the first thing came out of my mind was “who dangerous a political thought is” But is not true. Sinclears are the family of liars, sure they do, because they are the top one present of the whole country. They are really rich, people won’t get rich for nothing. Sinclears has lots of company and money, but they also have the family rules and they have to pretend to be normal when anything happened. The story start as cadence’s mum got divorced with her father and she is the oldest grandchild in the entire family. So she came back to the family Island and meet those childhood friend again. Most of those people are the grandchild of Sinclears but Gat, who is a boy with bark skin and form the lower class, he is not Sinclears at all, Sinclears needs to have gold hair and white skin, and they need to be prefect. But those children are really like this boy, and they always play with him, that makes people call them the four liars, although those older are really the liars.

No matter what they lied before, that’s is not important, what important was what happened in summer 15, when cadence got back form the island and try to start a new life, a 15 years teenager had the ability to understand the political thought. In china we call those child “Fen Qing” which means anger young man. Those child are easy to get angry from something which was not really the carence of the older. They care about the political, specially the boys. Gat was one of them, who is really a kind of revolutionaries, he did care about those unfair in the society, like the Sinclears who were the richest one present of the country should more care about the poor and those people who in not able to have a good life. He won’t expect the evil which he thinks that can be changed.So he talk about the thought which made he believe in and he is also the boy who cadence fall in love with, he is such a powerful speaker who is good about incite people. Finally after few illegal drinks, they decide to burn the whole cliarmont down to the grand. They may not plan to burn the whole the building at the first,but, but those thing lost control. The fire lost control. Cadence burned the first floor, which full of the books and woods. Then we know what happened after. 3 of those four liars died in that fire, the only one came out was cadence. She lost all her memory and she thought they are survived, no, they never went tough the fire. 

But the truth is the truth, those 3 people in summer 17 is just the ghost made by her self. They told all the memory that she lost, they tell all the thought which was once dangerous. Everyone know there was a fire took their life, expect cadence. When she find those memory she finally she was the one who think the family was already crushed and she is also the one who tie the family back to together again, in a hard way. She feel guity about those 3 lifes but she have to endure.

There is not redemption of this kind of mistake.

There once a king who has 3 daughters...( We were liars p224 e. Lockhart) 

Review

What happened in those chapters are those memories which losed in summer fifteen and those memory such like the fight between two ant and the book which from gat. And there are also some information about those nights when she kissed with gat. 

Quiz Q

1 Why cadence went to grandad's house alone. 
2 grandad changed a lof after cadence came back, what did he changed?

31-40 event

31:

Cadence Mirren and johnny meet on the beach and have a conversation. She told them about giving her belongings away.

32:
Gat asked Cadence to start over their relationship after lunch, Cadence compromised.

33:Cadence went to Claire mount and saw this house's opulent changes. 

34:Cadence want to find out what happened in summer 16.

35:Those three liars knew Cadence's lost of memories and they were also told not to mention anything to Cadence.

36:Cadence told the three liars about her journey in Rome.

37:Cadence mom asked her if Cadence was playing tennis because she heard the balls. 

38:The four liars played Scrambles at midnight in Cuddle town. 

39:Gat told Cadence that her grandpa always sees him as Head cliff no matter how good he would become. A black boy seem like is not Sinclear enough to date Cadence.

40:Cadence wrote another fairy tale talks about a love story between a princess and a mouse.